Saturday, June 25, 2011

Old platoon

I enlisted less than that 17 years old, at home, the youngest spoon-fed, what all can't do. Walk into camp thanks to the northeast of the bearded old platoon cadastral caress, that I have less of a lot of hardships. JunCao, shooting, throwing, wash clothes, shoes, brush is old platoon of the church by holding. Night guard, the heart is very fear, old platoon every time with me, to tell me he stood guard enlisted some of that moment when the recruits story, strong I of nerve.
Soon, I met into a major problem is do not have enough to eat. Southerners love rice, but every time I eat first bowls of rice to play the second dishes, company for nothing will see bottom, and the rest of it is hard as rocks, you don't chew chew corn before there. Want to look for person to say again afraid leadership criticism has small bourgeois ideology. Then the training intensity big, to the end of practice, my whole body cold out, physical weaknesses. Old long saw my problem, he silently call me aside, tell me a secret: the first bowls of rice only hit half bowl of soup, pick up a few mouth, the food down. Then go to severely buckle on a large bowl of eat slowly, it will be plenty to eat. According to the old long taught me to do, indeed as expected efficacious. Since then I ends the hungry belly of history.
At that time, sometimes urgent gather in companies often is in the morning, sometimes it was night, sometimes is Sunday. The power of the set in the company commander hand, nobody knows what he will whistle. If urgent gather late, the commander will fine you QuanLian personnel in front of the three laps around the run. Listen to veterans, he said at the hands of a few lines are all afraid of him this recruit. Once, adjacent to the villagers return visit, men several times by the letter to me to take home a sent his letter. Before I go, with old platoon please the false, estimates that this day should not have urgent gather, just like in the villagers there long sit down for a while. But soon, phoned to say LianBu urgent gather, frighten so I keep big run, I got the playground, QuanLian personnel together brush lined up team. The company commander was about to punish me when I was running, old platoon commander to calm to step, saying he must report the false, he sent by generation. Actually the old platoon is very clear my thigh two inside long tinea, so hot in the sun around the playground wounds will be more three times." After the dissolution of the old platoon, set to comfort me, I still can, da ba da tears to fall off.
The second year, talk about the DuoNian love spring's fiancee wanted to force and old married lines. QuanLian fluctuation, military camp inside and outside radiant with joy. Newly-married bridal chamber, the company commander that night side to make the night to spread.
Newly married but less than half a month, QuanLian silently spread words: say old divorce. Lieutenant How could it be possible? But soon and that is true. The company commander, YingBu, regimental headquarters of the mighty chieftains to do work, it is said that the old lieutenant governor regimental headquarters are put his CARDS on the table, the old lines at the end of the year will be promoted to vice company commander, will he thought of his future, pay attention to the political influence. But all BuJiShi, old platoon is adamant, new wife just 1 vigorously cry. QuanLian fluctuation comment in succession, I long for, concern, and can't find out. At the end of the year, after this long old breath.return almost thirty years, and had not been able to and old platoon contact. He also has been the question mark of divorce in my heart for nearly 30 years to put aside.
I transferred to local work, a business trip, I went to the northeast old platoon in the county, was about to in a bankrupt enterprise in the dormitory of the found I miss the old long day and night.
After feeling about, I finally can't endure cross-examine old platoon that year to and his wife divorced reasons.
Old long told me: after marriage, he found themselves with sexual dysfunction, let his wife for happiness, not mistake her youth, resolutely put forward for a divorce, wife and anyway don't agree. That's, in that time, this kind of privacy who dare to speak publicly? With his wife after the civilian work, on the south to the north DuoCi hospital, are not healed, decades he and his wife never had sex.
Here, the old long hands holding the head deeply buried in two lap, can't see his expression, but dropped by the drop by drop tears is old deep inside the overflowing lieutenant pain streaming...
Old platoon tell me, two years before his wife died in the depression, he has been on a bed of ashes.
I walked out of the old the lieutenant's home, looking at the sky, the in the mind of the dim down the quality stuffy as paper.

the letter reporting on illegal activities

one
"Who wrote to LeiZhenTian letter? Letters are overweight, come back!" At 8:00, small five with a letter to a newspaper, and for poverty county a letter rang off. Small five words, like a magnet to guys needle and smoked over.
"LeiZhenTian? Ray attorney general, strange, who write to him?" The horse, deputy director of asked.
"The sender address poverty. No department-county name, this is an anonymous letter." Money with letters, deputy director of the took a look, word to say.
"Ask everyone not to know." Disciplinary inspection group leader farewell to remind.
Small five will slowly asked the driver Chen priests, accounting alleviate pains, sun, they all the cashier head shake like rattles. Poverty county in only eight people. Small five again find to attendance guestbook, spell check the handwriting, but just don't recognize who wrote. "It is clearly! Damn, poverty, can send county and no one to admit that, with 8 cents to tomorrow I send out!" Small five again rang off.
"Small five, the letter is sent to the attorney general ray I did not want to overweight, you bring me come in." At this time, the director jia poverty county bigger head in ZhuRenShi from stretched out.
two
At 12:30. County ZhuRenShi poverty. Jia director and accounting alleviate pains.
"Small five in the morning, I know the scream in is an anonymous JuBaoXin. Why? One, with the county's procuratorate poverty county are less than 500 meters, find LeiZhen day occupy, the door going or make a phone call not have to, why want to write? Second, we haven't heard about poverty and LeiZhen day who very well, if not for anonymous reporting, it isn't worth getting to write. Thirdly, if it weren't for JuBaoXin, why did today admitted? So, small five in rang rang, I assume that I write. Now you see, just what I thought, was a JuBaoXin."
Hear is JuBaoXin, alleviate pains not mind a tight, he and the director of the shah JingTun about-with a came up to JuZi from a walk in. Besides, LeiZhen day corruption case against such as jealous, like god, if he does, as you have seventy-two change also deceive but he front Windows.none of these. Now, however, alleviate pains, he dare not to think the attention to JuBaoXin up.
JuBaoXin is typed, using no department name, it said he and antawn director-how the content of corruption. In addition to a music card, above simple a few words:
"The respect ray attorney general:
Hello!!!!!Your country is broken for many case, except for the society a moth, you were laborious! Attach a greeting card, and I wish the good life is safe! "
Greeting CARDS and no department, only the name CARDS music box is singing "the good life is safe" melody. Of course, a music appreciation of alleviate pains.
"Director jia, you see, this letter also wrong. The last time to tan hometown-we clearly withholding 50000, credible and only 30000 yuan on said. Still, the letter said that we the township of embezzle part of whatever-though we paid for poverty alleviation fund activities in the name of the funds to pay less for ga township 20000 yuan, but whatever the payment receipt but not in less open!"
"Oh, I am now looking for you to not say these, the key for us is to analyze who prosecutors, because today is JuBaoXin fall to my hand is not equal to him not to report tomorrow. Meanwhile, accounting to handle it, how to do flat."
......
three
The county's procuratorate interrogation room.
In separate to them the trial, director of the shah and ginger accounting to the corruption misappropriate the fact confessed. And they were not "position", also not firmness not they "will not strong", but in the interrogation room the day they were in play at noon Elijah the director's office of that dialogue thoroughly penetrated they psychologically. However, so far they have both don't understand their secret dialogue, that's why I know again?
Of course who also don't understand. But ray long heart for the most understand, much to the sky "or" the E-mail JuBaoXin, in that piece music CARDS with the introduction of the latest procuratorial system, low price and the good performance of the bug, their dialogue word to the "theft" "come over.
So in the E-mail JuBaoXin? Of course is written by ray long. Ray inspection long in the country to check the work, listen to some cadres and poverty of people in town, and lips is to write an didn't put enough postage on JuBaoXin of. Because he knows, as long as the director of the shah found so a letter, he certainly is not a study.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Drifting time

If you could go back in time, and can choose this time of possession when the space. How will you plan to do. Is to take blood ambition back to during s, sui end challenge in the flow of gone to strive for? With a romantic feelings or go to the LiBaiCeng mention of fireworks of yangzhou in March. Watch those beauties the name to search for talent and understand the prostitution bookman of Confucianism elegant wind? Or take calm mood to 3 the, to feel in this bustling of the tang dynasty. Taste of feeling of tea art where where culture?

Five thousand years of history, five thousand years of cultural,. Five thousand years and left us not only, more of the time only daydream yearning, and exclamation, not the intersection, miss. Read the historical events, will be in our brains will not blink out, a figure becomes clear, fresh. Jumping picture. The set of slowly. Form the real experience. , and these our hearts all understand, these are just there own stream of consciousness.

If really can go to your own love and can reach space and time of words, I think I most want to return to the republic. And this all, only because of them. Xu zhimo and LiuXiaoMan. And of the period, Shanghai.

Xu zhimo always is one of their favorite modern poets. While in middle school of the ZaiBieKangQiao and more attention is up himself,
Once I thought that xu zhimo than it will leave my poetry more let people miss, more let people appreciated!

Xu zhimo is undoubtedly the age has advanced thought, but it is still accepted by parents to be its and ZhangYouYi arranged marriage. In London, when studying abroad for appreciation for help from Lin wei (she talent and temperament and the request. And to ZhangYouYi put forward a divorce, at last, for help from Lin wei (she chose liang sicheng, she and xu zhimo love can't help letting person SOB not light, or feel sorry for. Xu zhimo walked out of the help from Lin wei (she's after for shadow, and was socialite LiuXiaoMan into the wedding hall. Married couple. The drive to go to for help from Lin wei (she in Beijing because of speech and plane crash damage of life.

Xu zhimo left many classical poetry, let's go to taste feeling his feelings. His love. In fact he itself is a legend. Someone said his three sections of love are no airness, I understand the meaning of those people. In their eyes seemed to so-called fruit and sweet are such as both a lifetime. So today conjugal love And I think that life is perfect. Xu zhimo Even if LiuXiaoMan in marry xu zhimo, still profligacy. Silence in high social games.

This life, he loved to hate. His pursuit of love and hate the warlord chaos. With a "use what they have learned and to the nation," I love the naturltopography and enthusiasm. His pursuit of beauty and ugliness attacked. The success of his will then culture to another level.

Xu zhimo of that: I will be in the boundless hugecrowd looking for my soul mate, the, my luck, if not, my fate. For love, he has his own interpretation. , have their own definitions.

I have seen "the world April day" the TV, perhaps because in material in it and can't really think of xu zhimo performance or in real life, ZhangYouYi LiuXiaoMan for help from Lin wei (she. · ·

Watch the leaves in fine tencent's a bit sweet on that after the blog republic or those scholars. Somehow, it seems to me that that is the best part of the republic of women. They body take incomparable temperament, that kind of fascinating connotation. How to understand, they?

Life is not because of faith and become wonderful? Now we how many can do have faith? Leslie cheung was in "east evil west poison" has there been such a line: everyone will insist on their own beliefs in others, it seems to be a waste of time really have no faith people still life, so to fall in love, to go shopping. I don't know if you noticed such problems, in the network's post on the BBS of abuse are mostly we after sits. Perhaps we really have too much injustice and bitter things need to vent. And the network also is just a tool just. 2009 baidu stick JiaJunPeng event is not the best proof?

Shaoguang flies, as the days went past, the past will not return. When miss these, what are we to make up with what? A regrets read, or a sorry for any inconvenience. A wry smile, or deadpan continue to walk. And do not pay attention to street lamp?

Each of us has his own way to go. But many people have forgotten, and scrambled to other people's road, stepping on others footprints of the same way. Until the numbness. · ·

Someone said after boy's girl dare to love to hate, and in their eyes, the so-called love can only refers to the so-called love, hate also had limit, nutmeg time. Girls want to be in love of the initiation of the idea, this is very normal things. But is that they don't know what is good, what is love. Think lane popular hairstyle, wearing fashionable dress can go to fall in love. Is really garbage. The so-called avant-garde in their eyes are turned into all kinds of "door", not all feel bored. Think about

Roc is actually a very worthy of the dispute, both old and new ideas in conflict of divergence period. , and Shanghai is the brunt. On the streets of little shoes and a bright the balancing suit, also became the implication is profound irony.
They and food stamps, handwritten wall posters, the Chinese dress's a sign of The Times. In my eyes that are all things, and gray. But they are all thinking, not possessed.

I recall a lot of things, sorry I have no experience. And these I also can watch material photo side imagination.

Pick up the memory

And once the lotus pool, with a glimpse of the past to the opening of the fall, CongCui lotus to drip disc carrying a few drops of glittering and translucent get rid of shows is graceful. deliberately

Also like to meet you at the corner of a plant pomegranate, day after day, memory it wrapped from half a disc to blossom, and then to slowly laugh, like a medal of the season

Pointer gently affects June silently pace.

Sorching burning sun, warm warm temperature filled with four small pieces of wind, passing snuck in windowsill skip ear, breeze on my face, and a light kiss

The forehead, stroking the MeiShao, take away a few minutes or how much sorrow, who also close eye XunWei quietly with slightly tangy flavor, it comes the footprint.

Go out, already is night comes, but also be suddenly enlightened. The lake constantly, but at this point in the evening breeze brought the less than ever how much quiet much a few minutes loses

Without the courage, but also don't reduce heart cool former ooze. The lake avenue is not long, so had to slow down their steps, good let the winds blow dry HanDi, take away the product

Saving depressed, smoothing out the moment the heart of the mess. Moved at a pace, but didn't know where to stop, so continued a person's lonely. Traveled to several

Road, on the high buildings, facing the fence, bustling, floor ZhuangZhuang stars of, dare not high language, fear and fright vega cowboy; Wooden board, QiongYin foot ring, pavilion, open late

The wind was hiding, grey, accidentally the decimal faint scent. Under the darkness of the night, on the trees, on more than half, all dyed vicissitudes of life, and saw lights wanes, the heart have hope.

Moonlight has freed, turned and walked away, but is reluctant, frequently, and in the evening breeze, run the night and a faint, sweet, daydream, warmth

Miss, honey, honey, and wish every poetics, drops flavor, filar silk enchanted, not forget for a moment, woods a dull pain, drowsiness, only

Good against to wipe away tears.

Early morning, finally once got up early, both hands fell on this small bar on home, forehead still wet with sweat, like a mist of what the wind and the steam

The morning fresh air. Foresight, mind a little hope, because have you, if you go, I will suddenly become the town in ruins, the sky was dead

Silence. Life have you, life for you.

There is a sunny after rain, like in the evening that the heat and more dead, and like the rain blow out, like the pure and fresh after the rain is. It began to rain, against the small

Window, listening to it baptism, watched it the voice of the leaves of swaying track, envy of the earth, and kiss hit splashs blurred water drop, accidentally son also have drawn on the glass

Li, leaving a trace. I put my thoughts to write in the rain, want it to you to ride the wave. After the rain, look up at the sky, are found to be washed blue, everything

Never had the clear transparent, deeply into my heart bottom, it seems this is the first time I serious appreciate the sky. The beauty of the landscape will not infinite, meaning a slack,

It will from the fingers slide. At this moment, a group has been the clouds dazzling rays of light split the rainy season, I raise the pace of the long, silently to the origin.

Finally picked up this piece of memory, was just lose a bit of the regrets and sorrow meaning.

Heart, calm.